''Sometimes i just feel that don't know you anymore''

Are we falling apart?

Lesson ended damn early today!!! Sexaye. Jia is also sexy. =)

See how sexy he is. Modeling is in his blood!

Stillborn's gig is on 1st june!! OMG so exciting! Can't wait la.. Went to Stillborn's 'full dress rehersal' It was great. Sexaye..

Anyways, was thinking why they name their band Stillborn. Scary... Why can't they name it the happy daisies or something. Maybe the four happy jumping.... er... people?

Behold the Kitchen God! With half eaten apple and pear??

I do remember the good times we shared and I always will. It's just that whenever we don't agree I will automatically think of the bad times. If I only remembered the bad times, we will be fighting every minute. Trust me. It's because I remember those great times that's why i kept quiet sometimes cause I don't want to quarrel. Cause I don't want to fight. You can say that I am trying to make excuses. But I just want to tell you I do remember the good times.

I know that you've got a gig coming up. I support you, I am proud of you. You should know that. I know that I gave you alot of troubles. I am sorry. I also know we are going though our 'rough' period. I know after this period everything will be alright. Let's hope we get through it.


I am Stillborn's biggest fan. And I will always be.

Suddenly I've got a huge huge huge craving for sushi. Thinking about it makes me hungry... It's been so long since I last stuff my face at the buffet. Can't wait to stuff my face again. Cramps again as usual. Did not eat much today now I''m starving!!!! I want my sushi. And new york brownie.


Love, it seem so fragile. You care too much, they'll think that you're too controlling. You try to care less, they'll think that you don't care at all. Seriously, tell us what to do. We whine because we want your attention. Not because we are babies. We get jealous when you say some other girl is cute because we are human. Because we want to be the cutest, prettiest girl you see. But even if we aren't, you can at least pretend we are once in awhile. Make us happy.

I just want sushi. Is that so difficult?
Is it all about music now?

Oh my god. I feel so empty k. I quit my school cheer team. I thought i will stay no matter what. But training is till 11 every night, and by the time i reach home it'll be like 11.45 and i will be too tired to complete my work. So I've got no choice but to quit. I feel so sad. I'm giving up something I love doing. I feel so empty...

I'm injured again. Jia, seriously, if you continue practising your kungfu on me, I swear I'll be sitting on a wheelchair by the age of 20 and I am not very young already. I don't want to be 'rolling' my way down the aisle. Really. Poor me. Now I suffer from aching backs and bent pinkie! Thanks!

Anyways, there's this adventure learning thingie later. Rock-climbing and everything. And I was like, thanks but no thanks. There's no way I am gonna risk getting stuck on top again. Once is more than enough. Hmm.. It's raining, maybe they'll cancel the thing. Then I don't have to have a reason not to go for it! SEXAYE!

Do you know that you'll pee more when you drink green tea than when you drink coke? Nah. It's just some random stuff la. I made it up. But it's kinda work for me ya know. And Famous Amos cookies totally rocks.

Rachel drew it for me!!!! Sweet!

GOSH!! I do not know why I freaking went to read your blog when I know it’ll freaking infuriate me. AND now I am like damn pissed. Shit man. It’s not as if I enjoy being pissed. Ok, maybe I do la. But WHY?! Why the hell did I do it?! Now I regret.

Anyway, going back to Whitley later. Dropping by to see my HAAGEN babies. Miss them miss them! Did UT again today. Basics Science. I think I did quite well for it. Think la... So now it’s back to presentations, presentations and presentations which sucks. Cause we totally screwed up! I hate presentation. Really.

My classroom is so cold that my fingers turned blue. Cool right. Kinda scary though. Damn it. I’m freezing. Too lazy to take out the sweater from my bag.

Kira's elephant.

Again, I find myself reading your blog. I feel so stupid. It's been so long already. I still think about you sometimes.

Another crazy crazy day in school.. Just feel like updating my blog suddenly. Anyway, I had loads of fun in school today! Me and my crazy hair. Syakir said I look like a Dutch Lady. And I was like Dutch Lady? I thought they are white.. And he said chocolate milk dutch lady. And I said thanks. How polite of me...

Oh.. And I WATCHED IRON MAN yesterday with Jia, like a date! It's like WOW! Damn cool k. I want to be Iron man when i grow up. And I'll have a green and red armor (what the hell?) Cool right. -. .- Feel like watching it again. Me and Colin spent most of our class lesson yesterday kissing ourselves. Haha. Funny how we come up with such ideas. Well well well. That's what makes school fun right? Acting stupid.

Natasha and me and my crazy hair!!!

Time to update my blog! Had my second UT today(which was like shi-aat) Cause there's only like 1/2 hour and i even though i was not late today I still find it difficult to complete the questions in such a short time. Well, I did complete the test la but the answers i gave was like so short. No time ma. So I thought I just write down the main points.

Anyways, Stillborn's gig is on 1st june and 6th june. So excited. Yes I am. Just don't know if I can go on that day or not..


By the way, I DID NOT force Jia-Ting to update his blog. I just asked him NICELY to do it.

Today was like crazy k. Like totally sucks. I hurt someone's feeling by accident. I really didn't mean to I just didn't know everything would turn out this way. Now I don't know if the person will forgive me or not. I don't want to lose this friend la. Athough we only know each other for like 4 1/2 weeks.. I feel so damn freaking guilty for what I did. I just hope that that person will understand. Understand that it's just a stupid survey that my friend and I did out of boredom.
I'm sorry

Uh oh! Hot dog!

Tuesday! Tuesday! Our high day shift to Tuesday! So no more high day on Monday. And Monday is not happy day AT ALL. Cause there's like a macho-i-walk-like-i-just-got-screwed-in-my-balls guy in my team. And it's not nice. I'm so not happy.

Damn it man. Had my test today, was late for like 2 minutes and I was like crying while walking to school. I'm so glad no one saw me k. Come to think about it, it's kinda stupid. Anyway, did my test. and it was like so crappy cause i got like 5 minutes less than the rest. So my answers was so short!!!!

Yes, I'm trying to act cool.

I don't know what I AM doing. Trying to run with same hand same leg I think.

That's W35H for you.

I asked: you never see ____ for a long time already right?
He said: Ya.
I asked: Do you miss her?
He said: .... Sometimes I do.

Jia, you really deserve a slap sometimes.. -. .-
I know you are joking. But still...

Do you remember those days when we were so close. So close till we did everything together. Eat the same food. Take a million neoprints every week. Sing at the top of our voices. And when no one's around, we'll arrange the tables into a long row and go on top of them. Bringing our broom and dustpans. It's our very own concert.

We celebrated our birthdays together. We laugh and cried together. Even cut our wrists together. We fought. And patched things up. But we all know it'll never be the same again. Funny how things turn out.

Remember the promise we made? Still best friends ten years down the road.

After 4 years, we went our own ways. Entered different schools. Made new friends. But i can tell you guys, it's not the same. It will never be the same. No one can ever replace you all. I want you all to remember those times we had. The songs we sang, the steps we danced, the pictures we took, the laughter and tears we shared. Never forgot them.. And know that I love you guys.

Time to update my blog!

Firstly, I totally screwed up the audition.. Not screwed up as in screwed up. Just that i left the studio before it's my turn. The senior taught the dance steps to us and it's like damn fast k. I got the steps but i can't do it fast. It's all half beats k. Alot of B-boying. and I can't B-boy for NUTS! It was really crazy la. Ended up laughing and leaving the studio. So no hope to getting into dance.

And it's Labour Day yesterday!!! No school! Went out with family for lunch.

that's ice cream in her mouth by the way..

We decided to switch places.

Our watermelon!!

The environment there is ok.. But the service there!!! like f#$!%@ I was damn pissed k. I held out the plate for the waitress to take and she just like totally ignore me k! I'm angry! And i asked for a set meal. And what they gave me was a bowl of rice swimming in soya sauce. WTH right. I went home with a tummy ache.