Tell me you love me?

If everything's just that simple. To not cry and walk off. If love's ever that easy,

'i like you' get together.

'i dont like you anymore' break up.

But nothing's ever that simple eh.

I feel like every single part of my body is breaking.

My heart is protesting from all the pain I am inflicting.

My mind is going to explode from all the thoughts that I am having.

I'm choking back my words, my tears, my anger.

How I wish you would understand.

I've got so much to say. I just dont know how to put it into words.

I regret fighting to recover.

Painkillers won't numb your heart. Painkillers won't kill the pain you feel.

So give me a drug that will.

Cause my drug tried to kill me.

All I wanted was an escape. A solution. An answer to end this pain.

I just fucked myself up.