Mind over body.. Mind over body.. Oh god!! Please let me hold on...

Wonder what he's doing now... Probably drinking his ass off. I bet he is enjoying himself. Bet he forgot about me.

Damn... It's cold tonight, he doesn't like the cold. Hope he brought his jacket..
Damn it. I hope he won't strip if he got drunk... Shit... Will he be wearing only his boxers to sleep tonight?! Fuck.. I hope he knows who he can sleep with and who he can't... Oh fuck... Please remember to lock the door when you are using to toilet. Be it shitting or taking a piss or showering.

Why the fuck can't I just give in and call him?!
Well, that's simply because I am being a bitch.
Stop being a bitch.
I want to be a bitch.


What the hell is wrong with me.. I am talking to meself..

Knock it off WaiSun.

Jia-Ting. I love you.

I was so damn bored at home that i actually agree to 自恋 with my sister k! Can you believe it. 2 pictures of me alone. It's an improvement. Lol.




















Stole bebe's 'High school musical on ice' hat.
















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Oh! And Jia, I wasn't doing splits. I am not as flexible as once upon a time. I old already...





















Love the jacket you bought from Italy honey! I, er, wore it to sleep every night!

LOOK LOOK!!! My sista bought me a keychain! And I named him "JiaTing" Lol.

Stupid Noob Shit Drinker.

Yes. That's me. Drank and I puked all over the place and rolled on the floor. Eww. But ya. Sorry guys!!

Thanks Rachel and Jerrold (Jialat) for the cab and fun. Really enjoyed the 7-up game. All thanks to Jerrold for coming up with such thing. Lol.

But most of all THANK YOU JIA! Had to clean up all the 'shit' and I am really sorry I puked into your hand. Woke up with a headache. Duh. And sore head. Sore head from Jia throwing me on the bench hard cause i was too heavy....

Wish Moon was there. Triple the fun. Gotta make sure she join us next time. No more King Roberts for me. For now.

FRIDAY TOMORROW~

This is the guy that wanted to kill hs bolster.

This is the guy that makes funny faces to cheer me up.

Thi is the guy that I am missing right now, this moment.

I LOVE YOU JIA!

Wait for me at the finishing line little runner...

Oh honey. You dont't know how much I love you... Happy 18th!! I'm sorry I was so caught up in my own problems that I forgot. I'll make it up to you!! I love you!

What can I do with my life? What can I do with my life? What can I do with my life?

Why is it always me? Why am I always facing this kind of shit? I want to run. Run and hide from this. I really want to. But I know I can't. Can't run any more. No where to run to. No where to hide.

I can never be enough. I can't ever be the best. To leave or to stay, isn't that my choice? I hate me. I hate being me.

This is stressing me out. When will i break down?

I am not me anymore. I can't be me anymore. Because I know it's not enough.

Ahh!! It's 11+ and there's school tomorrow and I'm still awake playing neopets. How nice. When will i grow up?! Lol. SHI-AT.. I can't stop laughing at myself...